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pagezero @ 2008-08-11T18:22:00

2008-08-11T09:33:44Z

last night, a boy i've never met told me how he'd blindly picked a spot on a map &driven two hours just to see what was there (the most interesting thing being a pink bicycle in a front yard.) i shared with him my current project, one that's been leading me through endless melbourne suburbs, leaning out my car window photographing the fronts of houses - old ones i had lived in, houses of past lovers &friends &others where i simply admired the perfectly straight hedges. curious, both with him &the idea of the unknown, i asked for his suburb &picked an intersection for him to venture to &photograph. in return he did the same.

today, with three cameras &my melways in the passenger seat, i drove to his chosen destination. funny too as he chose a winding street i drive down multiple times per week, yet had never taken notice of the street name, only how fast i could drive its slippery road. i photographed an assortment of things, but what came to mind while standing on the round-a-bout of this busy intersection was the conversation we had had the night before.

him: i hope you find something interesting at that spot
me: i'd be happy with an empty parking lot. im just really curious
him: you wanna know whats ironic about this?
me: what?
him: the most interesting thing there will be you

i leave in nineteen days.

hey gang

2008-07-14T14:52:57Z

it's a garage sale of the art variety!

minus the actual garage.

so i'm going overseas real soon &i'm selling a heap of my artwork/soul.
think of it this way - every dollar you spend is a spoonful of pasta for me to
eat for dinner! plussss you're scoring an original to put on your pretty wall
(or someone else's wall if you're having a generous day).

+cheap paintings
+even cheaper (GASP!) collage prints
if you're a tightass, link your friends to my sale!

pieces are varying in prices, collage prints are wicked cheap! please note: if you
don't live close to me / we're not friends you will be forking the (cheap) shipping costs. if
you're interested in a painting message me the item &your postcode &i'll give
you a quote. postage for prints of dimensions up to 353 x 250 mm are $6 via express
post. (if you are requesting a larger scale print or are an international buyer message
me your details for a shipping quote!)

paintings:

oil on canvas. roughly 1.5x1m
CURRENTLY ON HOLD
contact me if seriously interested

oil on canvas. 25.5x25.5cm
$50! +shipping if required (msg with postcode for quote)

oil on canvas. 25x30cm
$50! +shipping if required (msg with postcode for quote)

collage prints:
please note: the following are photographs of the prints - the prints themselves
are of much better quality. they are professionally enlarged &printed on high quality card.

available sizes:
20.5x18.5cm = $20! + shipping if required
33x29cm $30! + shipping if required

available sizes:
16.5x25.5cm = $20! + shipping if required
27x41cm $30! + shipping if required

available sizes:
17.5x26.5cm = $20! + shipping if required

available sizes:
24x16cm = $20! + $6 shipping if required

these sizes are purely based on what prints i already have.
custom sized prints are available on request.

for any purchases you can message me here or e-mail me at
siennaprimrose@hotmail.com
i'm flexible with payment (in person or bank deposit - paypal
is offered to international buyers only).

please whore this blog link! i've made this entry public
for this reason so bulletin &link away!

pagezero @ 2008-05-26T23:41:00

2008-05-26T14:03:05Z

i know i've been hibernating lately. i feel like i'm under watchful eyes. but it's paying off &my 'significant progress' is being noticed by those who decide the grades. i'm missing important fancy dress parties, bailing on dates &feel slack with even my closest of friends (i'm sorry). but i'm painting again &just squeezing out new paint &the smell of turpentine makes me breathe a little easier.

not long to go now though. i think i'll go straight to the bookstore to celebrate the completion of folio deadline hell. pretty please, recommend me some reading material! a little description would be nice too, i need to stock up on novels before italy so i can read outside our apartment by the lake. (amazing. also, a big thank you if you commented on that entry, sorry i didn't get back to you my excitement got ridiculous).

ongoing collaborative work with lauren no jugs.
these are some (unedited) from today.

pagezero @ 2008-05-08T21:52:00

2008-05-08T12:20:34Z

so yesterday i got accepted to study my second semester in prato, italy. i've been going to info nights about this exchange since i was sixteen, i really can't believe i'm going. i'll be fucking off at the end of august &living in an old textile mill turned apartment. travelling through italy on weekends &detouring on the way home to london to hang with my sister &hopefully bristol to see my muffins.

it's funny how things turn around. the day prior i was clearly so down about my lack of creativity. now i'll have a painting studio in 14th century building &be living in a town where few locals speak english. last night was sleepless, daydreaming about seeing the sistine chapel. fuck, i really just can't believe it.

i stand corrected

2008-04-23T13:24:19Z

i travelled over 70ks this evening to hang with my one &only 'trash'. donuts &surprisingly good drive-through coffee. ramblings in seedy carparks &cigarettes at even seedier 'lovers point'.
(i would have hiked that far for you too, but you've missed your last chances now).

this city is so foggy this evening. driving 'round the golf course to get home was actually scary. lets grab torches &long necks &play hide&seek.

i'm cutting about 10 inches off my hair next week. goodbye mermaid hair &security blanket.

i'm selling that jebus painting by the way.
&a bunch of other things.
giant fuck off art sale coming soon,
tell all your friends &annoying neighbours.

pagezero @ 2008-02-23T18:54:00

2008-02-23T08:13:22Z

i've been scribbling in moleskins in the middle of the night again. those 20-something degree nights where i've had the air-con on so high i've needed over sized teacups of apple tea to keep warm.

lately i've seen the rapture (&met/fell in love with luke jenner), taken drive-through maccas coffee to the drive-in cinema (but peered at the screen in the car behind the fence), played late-night nintendo, drank expensive cocktails on city rooftops, let my bank account reach an all new high, gotten lost on purpose &braved a high school reunion.

tuesday i'll be alloted my second year studio space. i'll be painting again &creating a little hidey-hole with a kettle &a constant supply of skittles (i'll make you tea if you visit). i've actually missed smoking on the fire escape stairs &the horrible free wine at the student run gallery. i think, more likely perhaps, i need to be back there to rid myself of the guilt from letting my creative spurs go unnoticed &untouched for four months.

pagezero @ 2008-02-11T19:42:00

2008-02-11T08:58:56Z

i've never been one for competing. perhaps that lack of drive is a downfall on my part. you've awarded me the silver medal anyway. even 'most improved' awards are given out of sympathy or guilt, you just felt obliged.

it's pretty ridiculous who i'd most like to have a cigarette with right now. you always have time.

pagezero @ 2008-01-13T20:17:00

2008-01-13T09:23:38Z

i've been absent in a lot of ways lately. i had a wonderful birthday last month, a christmas night spent with the best friends i could ask for &a new years so trashy i don't remember djing (dj pussyface) which ended with us playing 'marco polo' in underwear at 7am. i've danced live to the gossip &more recently cried then lost my voice (repeat x 100) at kings of leon. i've spent nights in gutters &then bars where they offer foot stools. we had hungover 'graduation' bbq's &many nights of goodbye drinks to my muffins. bristol has stolen two of my most treasured parts of melbourne. i purchased the slr camera of my dreams but haven't figured out the settings yet &finally spent a boozy evening playing guitar hero.

i want more. from myself mainly (but from you a little too). i am making big elaborate plans.
ps. thank you for the body heat. &for letting me fall asleep to the cure. i think i have to back down though. again. i will stop glorifying you all in my head to avoid bitter disappointment.

nudgee, ey?

2007-10-01T11:02:16Z

brisdang:
+"ey"
+rics upstairs (hah)
+richard &shan &steak houses minus steak
+fat boys breakfast with aileen (L)
+cigarettes on the street in jamies
+"bret i have no money i feel sick"
+rain (&therefore no rides) at movieworld :(

having an empty house = bret moving in, smoking too many cigarettes, eating out (soul mama), coming home late &being noisy minus guilt, movies &giggles with the gang, dinner dates with the muffins & "home cooked meals", laguna beach marathons, afternoon beers with the brothers gang, spending grocery money on junk food &booze &missing mama bear who fractured her coccyx after two days away (&with over a month remaining). under three weeks of my first year at uni = doing more of the above very soon.

pagezero @ 2007-09-18T22:21:00

2007-09-18T12:58:07Z

busy. so busy.
puss&trash are flying to brisbane this thursday evening.
i am forgetting about you & you & you & you
& all of melbourne for a few days.
(&that feels better than i can even say)
i am returning to an empty house &aside from bret moving in, it will remain empty for over a month. book in for dinner parties &late night nintendo playing.

cut for some work i've been producing lately:
+drawings/collage
+slr photographs
+fish eye photographs
etc etc
(slr.film.)

(brets.slr.+fisheye)

i love my mama

(drawing.class.etc.)

another transcription. 4hrs, two x a1 sheets.

transcription. collage from magazines. 8hrs, a1 sheet
this, the previous drawing &the drawing from my previous post are being exhibited in a student exhibition. it's kinda nice.

studio space at the moment.

(shut up, i am dreaming of places where lovers have wings.)

pagezero @ 2007-09-09T19:30:00

2007-09-09T09:56:17Z

(4xA1 sheets=100x142cm charcoal reference drawing - 4.5 hours)

+
DATAROCK, mexican dinner dates with muffins (minus one), alleyway drinking, brunswick st hangouts, laughing &laughing &laughing, lily allen on myspace, secret coffee hideouts, midday uni beers, cigarettes on fire escapes, applications to uni semesters in far away destinations, brisvegas in t-minus 11 days, spinning on dance floors, being recognised for progress &(finally) seeing it in myself as well, husky voices, misunderstandings that turn into self realisations, slr's in handbags.

pagezero @ 2007-08-26T21:16:00

2007-08-26T11:24:13Z

the weather makes such a difference in this town.
i rather like the way things are growing &changing this year.
watching progress is a wonderful thing.

pagezero @ 2007-08-23T18:06:00

2007-08-23T08:13:07Z

(lovers. slr negative scans)

i love the days when the smallest of pleasures like buying $6 english china in op shops, running for trams &watching, waiting for the sun to peak back through the clouds can make your day. this week i've smiled over spontaneous coffee dates (L), new jeans to stretch in, spud bar dates with muffins, finishing painting projects, daydreaming of holidays soon to come &movies that make the loudest trashbags shut up &think.

what has made your day lately?

boysdontcry

2007-08-19T10:39:19Z

the good ones are always junkies.
i was (very obviously) giddy about this one too.

i hate that ace weekends (25th birthday dinners at mexican restaurants, developing film, $4 pizzas, laughing despite horrible circumstances, blushing uncontrollably over seemingly perfect individuals, sentimental muffins, smoking inside pubs after hours, working on 2 1/2 hours sleep &watching bambi, hook, pocahontas &aladdin whilst 'working') can be tainted so easily.

it's all petty really.

rest in peace jason.

howbeautifulyouare

2007-08-13T09:52:31Z

i spent last night in the company of THE CURE. dancing for three hours never felt so good. i had dreamed of the day i'd hear robert smith churn out the tunes i danced every day to in my bedroom when no one was watching (or even when they were).

last week also included:
+hot chip (sweaty, giant party with randoms)
+beer drinking
+being content
+bret&i bought plane tickets to brisbane today.
i am so looking forward to that first beer on take off.

pagezero @ 2007-08-07T21:00:00

2007-08-07T12:00:11Z

(ink on water colour paper - 20 minutes)

i stood on my desk in the painting studio
&along the top window sill in bold, black letters i tediously spelt out

THIS IS HOW LONG A BREATH LASTS.

+crushing over a boy whom i'm too nervous to speak to
+driving/screaming to mixtapes alone on deserted roads
(now a top five favourite pastime)
+awaiting hot chip & THE CURE
+planning trashy holidays to BRISBANE (september20)
+weekly trips to the cinema
+carrying my slr everywhere i go
+point blank (i'm getting better)
+sit-ups at ridiculous hours of morning
+awkward e-mails from ex loves
+feeling PROGRESS
+growing growing growing
+yet somehow moving backward too

i have this faint giddy feeling. yet i feel pathetic (because of it) at the same time too.

pretty(uglybefore)

2007-07-24T08:07:49Z

A BOY AT ST JEROMES
asked me for a cigarette.

"TWO FOR A DOLLAR"
he said

i told him it'd cost him
his soul. taking money
defeats the purpose of
being a good samaritan.

it reminded me of some
philosophy i once read.

"ALL OUR ACTIONS ARE FOR
AN EGOCENTRIC PURPOSE"

i didn't feel all that
good this morning
when i had no smokes
left.

i should have taken
the dollar.

()

sorry trashy

i love catching you in mid-speech
&off guard. watching your
honest reactions.
you kids shine through scratched
&out of focused negatives
like nothing else.

thekiss(X)

2007-07-09T12:31:40Z

"i've got loads of glitter in my eye.
i learned to stick glitter with hairspray from
drag queens when i was thirteen"
- mister patrick wolf

events of the past month can only be traced &recalled via personal jokes (followed by laughing fits). memorable highlights: losing 5kg (10.10lbs) in 2 1/2 weeks, introductions &sweaty dancing to red riders, factory girl, shrek happy meal toys, a $4 zine that changed my life, cigar bars, ding dong lounge &their $9 jugs, kissing old crushes, CURE TICKETS, sleepovers &hungover lunch dates, working at the toy store, weekly rituals, muffins stalkers &perverts, running til i want to puke, feeling.fucking.free.

i am bracing myself to return to uni. i'm ready to get off my creative hiatus &stretch my boundaries again. i want to exhibit this year. i'll have free booze at my opening, i hope you'll come.

pagezero @ 2007-06-18T21:35:00

2007-06-18T12:01:02Z

oil on canvas : 2hrs
one in a series of five

days are mushing &blending &blurring in to each other a lot lately. things are changing &moving at rapid paces, yet i can't remember the order of events or what i ate for breakfast. but regardless, in amongst my uni break laziness, things are happening.

+photo mission city day with bret (stalking muffins on their anniversary &riding on the ferris wheel)
+mexican trashy thursdays reaching its one month birthday
+WORKING at a toy store with loz from uni
+discovering the film 'love me if you dare'
+antheas drunken dress up 21st &dancing with our drunken uni mature aged students
+hangouts with aileen (L) &scoring free st jerome's toasties

i keep having off days where my procrastination &wandering mind leaves me in a depressed rut. but there is a lot i should be smiling about including my incredible gig calendar (red riders &plug-in-city this week, patrick wolf, hot chip, klaxons, bloc party, midnight juggernauts &&&&&THE CURE!). this week is a perfect reminder of why i love melbourne: art exhibition openings with free booze, dj muffin loving friends opening new indie nights at favourite venues &a music scene that kills.

pagezero @ 2007-06-04T18:51:00

2007-06-04T09:00:50Z

today i:
+set up my painting folio for assessment (see above)
+smoked cigarettes on the fire escape staircase
+had celebratory midday beers with loz - six week holiday, heck yes
+hated that im always greedy &look for more

i knew when i found this book that it was meant to be mine.
i'm using it as a visual diary of sorts for a project i'm working on over the semester break. i'm not quite sure where this project of mine is going but i'm excited &driven about it regardless.

this reads: "life is a giant canvas &today i am gonna inhale smoke and spit out coffee (spelt incorrectly) after a sunrise surf in paradise." i stole it off a swing tag in stussy months ago.

i did this at random &it just sums up a situation i was in perfectly.

careful,it'sslipperly

2007-06-01T13:00:16Z

i feel lost having declared this finished.
i have spent many late nights with incense, green tea &music blaring. i've had a pretty wonderful two weeks taking dancing breaks (especially when 'wolf like me' comes on shuffle) in my empty garage.

this week, in my day of desperate need, i realised how truly lucky i am to have that person i can run to. the one who, after even just a coffee date can turn around your mood &leave you giggling for days. i am so thankful that there is one being i can allow to know me completely &honestly. &lucky too, because he turned what was potentially a horrible day into one i'll never forget. thank you times a million poop scooper.

+++roughly 1.5 x 1m - oil on canvas

people who work at apple stores are fucking idiots

i never want to stop laughing at laurens nappy ass climbing through her doggy door

pagezero @ 2007-05-13T21:59:00

2007-05-13T12:15:54Z

hans bellmer = god
(want this enlarged&framed above my bed)

i want to sit with you &talk mindless crap (or nothing at all). drink cheap wine listening to 'overture' - patrick wolf on repeat until it blends into the background. just don't say anything unless it's "hey, i'd love you to come over tonight". it's been over a year now &i just want us to stop being so weak &let things finally progress just to see if the fantasy could work. basically: hurry up &kiss me already so i can (a) continue my fantasy or (b) get over it.

today i cared for my mama with a migraine. we laughed in bed having breakfast, cried at the cemetery &linked arms walking down the supermarket isles. i need her.

applysomepressure

2007-05-12T06:10:21Z

an elderly man got the #3 tram. he was wearing a navy suit. matching vest &hankerchief in breast pocket. he was carrying a small bouquet of hand-picked flowers. i was reminded of beautiful things that exist. it was then when i furiously started my thinking about the difference between existing &what it is to be living.

the final installment of my suggestive &rude collages.
(parts of these are being made into a series of paintings)

positive:
+banksy - 'wall&piece' (incredible book btw).
+the japanese restaurant near campus.
+being able to laugh at $150 fines that only trashbags could get.
+making handmade mothers day cards.
+baking apple crumble on a weekly basis.
+not expecting anything (part of my trying to be content goal).
+yahtzee!
+mothers day for bringing my brother home.
+beanies that are also scarfs.
+$5.50 op shop woolen cardigans.
+coming home smelling like a dirty pub &talking to a trashbag in the dark.
+text messages from my english love.
+understanding hans bellmers history &work.

negative:
-------my lasagne craving.
-essays that don't write themselves

downdowntochinatownnn

2007-04-30T11:09:17Z

some beautiful things have been happening this past week:
+st kilda sunset views on ice cream shop balconies
+talented musician friends at my new favourite venue
+southbank family dinner dates &casino winnings
+trashbag trio adventures (my favourite kind)
+drinking too much wine. dancing til morning.
+hey nada, what was his name again?
+trashy morning breakfasts
+gerald - my new lover/monster made by bret
+laughing x a million (um, it's called biscuit mode)
+fresh starts

tomorrow i have a date with two beautiful girls at my favourite indian restaurant. i've been surrounded by some amazing people the past few days. i'm really, really lucky. but i'm with bret - i can't help but wish for a little more.

&wherelovershavewings

2007-04-02T10:15:45Z

i thought it was time to share my two 'spaces' - home &painting studio space.
this wraps up life easier than words.
inspired post by punkfacex
&&&lots of jebus &art

note: clock = $4 from camberwell market yesterday

note: roses from a beautiful boyfriend.
i went to the forest &as i walked into his cabana boy hut in the pouring rain he surprised me with roses, chocolates, our favourite red wine &pizza shapes. (L)

note: NES &carpet bowls - who wants to playyy?

note: $8 queen - greatest hits vinyl
(don't tell ben, it's a surprise)

stolen posters from melbourne central wall

stuff inside walk in robe

blurry, whoops.

my one request when we built my room - shoe wall

abstract painting project &'white' paintings
(both still in progress. psst this is my studio space at monash, come &find it &leave me love letters).

(drawing of robert nelson, art theory lecturer.
minus the missing teeth &eye patch i think this is really accurate, hey sam?)

painting of robert hah.

self portrait.

loz. she gets me through 5 hr long painting classes. love her.

**i will be posting individual, larger versions of artwork on my DEVIANTART when i get the chance.